about
i'm clinically diagnosed autistic and social anxiety, so i am very bad at communicating. i have also been clinically diagnosed with major depressive disorder, and developmental coordination disorder and am self-dx with bpd. (i will explain further if asked)i live in oregon (timezone is utc-7) and i have 2 shih tzu dogs. i have two younger (half) sisters. i'm a theistic satanist, i can't find any more specific term for what i believe.besides identifying as a genderqueer trans man, i use the label aegogender to describe how i feel in more detail. i'm aroace as well as not looking for a relationship.i'm fully white, and ethnically am mostly german, but have some irish, german, and norwegian heritage.if you want to try to communicate with me, be aware that i almost never start conversations even with people i know. i tend to "ghost" people, mostly because i've been ghosted a lot in the past so i won't try to make friends to avoid it happening again. i also do this because i'm used to being alone from having no friends for a big portion of my life. be ready for mostly one-sided communication as well as awkward responses.
i also tend to just have weeks/months of inactivity on social media, and then i'll come back as if nothing happened.i'm a ghost! this belief is mostly just otherkin, and i'm also dollkin and angelkin.i'm 164 cm tall(5'4.5"), have reddish-brown hair, and grey eyes. i'm also overweight.occasionally, i can "fall in love" with a fictional character, currently i feel this way about kaeya, he's my one and only <3
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